I,m basically being screwed out of my life. I can't get a job because I have to watch my brothers who are both lazy and just watch tv (I can't I would lose my mind doing that). I can't visit my friends of anything they always ask me if I,m on drugs because I laugh a lot and for some reason my eyes are always dialated when they check wtf. Even if I have never smoked anything or whatever(nothings free). On my days off of school I still have watch them when they have 2 grandmas less than 5 miles away. Everyone wonrders where's Hodapp? I mean I am an active person who wants to do things run around create art etc. they JUST SIT THERE and whin when neither have ever lived.

At my moms(weekend home) her boyfriend won't respect not that I care but I get blamed for stuff a lot. I am my sisters hero so I am a syight douche for not seeing her. My mom has no will power since I was 8 she has wanted to move out and every year will will go house hunting and mom will be sad and give up. Or fight with her friendbecause he is so D*** lazy and never trys anything. And randomly my mom crys about our die dog about a year ago she died wtf. Everyone gives up, is lazy, or something esle. Plus I,m grounded from melee because my brother is a retart in school and won't stop lieing about his grades.

I,ve had 3 mental braeks down since I stopped 2 I use melee to get the F*** away from them and my head maybe half an a day.

The lack of moving, lieing , lazyness and etc. just P***s me off. Maybe I just needed say something aslo my dad refused to let me do pound4 because it might be fake same for a few other melee tourments like no it's to far or do you know that guy well?