Alien Vision
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Link to original post: [drupal=4589]The Strongest Power )Comes from Nothing([/drupal]
I am starting to feel a power that is stronger than physical power, mental power--even the power that comes from our soul--combined. Am I implying that I think I am God? That I have something everybody doesn't? Or am I discovering something that people can't find, because I am on the opposite side of reality than you are? Going against everything without weakness, and fear? Misconceptions aside..
Let me tell you something guys. The only thing that I am passionate for is psychology, and philosophy. To see the reason why humans act the way they do, and why this world has been turned into a mechanical game of control, deceit, and fear. To further understand everything more than I ever could.
Yet, everything I do and think about, had already been said. Yes, everything that I've dedicated myself to discovering, how I believed that I found something that could help contribute a few elements in our lives to make people see things in a beneficial way just to find out people have said it already is shattering. Of course this would make me feel like I am worthless, like I can't do anything to contribute to life, so all I can do is join the anti-cognitive army of our society and mechanically run my life because I can't do anything genuine. I'm just this ''regular'' guy who is forced to play the social ''norm'' since I really have no gifts to boot. I can't make music anymore. My writing isn't mechanical enough for the critics. There will always be people better in something in every way that I am devoted to. So where does this leave me? Astray? Alone? No hope? Nothing? Purposeless wanderer who is forced to live a long, dull, ''normal'' life?
Even though I've said all of this. How my dreams are being disintegrated by my lack of priority, and genuine ''gifts'' to support myself for an eventful life. I can feel something inside me roaring everyday. A candle, that can never be extinguished, no matter how much it rains inside me from these hardships. I can feel it, when I feel like nothing. It's so strong, I can feel it in my chest like it wants to rip out into a firestorm that isn't negative, but full of passionate grace wrapped in purity. I sometimes feel like I am breathing in soul rather than oxygen. The strength, and this enormous force that sleeps inside me is incredible.
So why does this power exist? If it only comes when you feel you have nothing left?
It only radiates when you believe in only yourself, regardless of knowing there will be people who are better than you in what you do.
I am starting to feel a power that is stronger than physical power, mental power--even the power that comes from our soul--combined. Am I implying that I think I am God? That I have something everybody doesn't? Or am I discovering something that people can't find, because I am on the opposite side of reality than you are? Going against everything without weakness, and fear? Misconceptions aside..
Let me tell you something guys. The only thing that I am passionate for is psychology, and philosophy. To see the reason why humans act the way they do, and why this world has been turned into a mechanical game of control, deceit, and fear. To further understand everything more than I ever could.
Yet, everything I do and think about, had already been said. Yes, everything that I've dedicated myself to discovering, how I believed that I found something that could help contribute a few elements in our lives to make people see things in a beneficial way just to find out people have said it already is shattering. Of course this would make me feel like I am worthless, like I can't do anything to contribute to life, so all I can do is join the anti-cognitive army of our society and mechanically run my life because I can't do anything genuine. I'm just this ''regular'' guy who is forced to play the social ''norm'' since I really have no gifts to boot. I can't make music anymore. My writing isn't mechanical enough for the critics. There will always be people better in something in every way that I am devoted to. So where does this leave me? Astray? Alone? No hope? Nothing? Purposeless wanderer who is forced to live a long, dull, ''normal'' life?
Even though I've said all of this. How my dreams are being disintegrated by my lack of priority, and genuine ''gifts'' to support myself for an eventful life. I can feel something inside me roaring everyday. A candle, that can never be extinguished, no matter how much it rains inside me from these hardships. I can feel it, when I feel like nothing. It's so strong, I can feel it in my chest like it wants to rip out into a firestorm that isn't negative, but full of passionate grace wrapped in purity. I sometimes feel like I am breathing in soul rather than oxygen. The strength, and this enormous force that sleeps inside me is incredible.
So why does this power exist? If it only comes when you feel you have nothing left?
It only radiates when you believe in only yourself, regardless of knowing there will be people who are better than you in what you do.