Parallax
Smash Cadet
- Joined
- Oct 6, 2005
- Messages
- 57
Dear Isai:
I want you to listen to my story of joining MC.
"Do you think I'll ever make it in MC?" I asked Quickman, as my eyes glistened with hope in the illuminating light. "Of course you will," he replied. His assurance ignited my path. I defeated tons of souls with my newly cheapened and quicker Ness (as taught by Quickman) to gain the reputation I hoped for. I was soon given entrance to PPS. I felt like I reached the top, but something deep inside said, "No Parallax, you are missing your true goal." And that's when I got my first approval for MC: from Asylum.
Asylum and I were already acquaintances so not only did he give me the heads up but guided me onto getting my other approvals. I soon came in contact with Jaime and he gave me the heads up as well. Then came YOU- you gave me an abnormal and chance-based condition to join: you told me that if you completed your foxondk combo I would be approved. And so I waited... seconds became minutes... minutes became hours... and hours became a day of me anxiously awaiting your reply until Asylum said, "he did it." I honestly don't remember how I got approval from Johnny but I know I must have. Then came Nintendude, the last approval. I told him I had gotten approvals for everyone and I needed only his. I thought that this resume of approvals would just make him assume I was ready to join and give me his. But no, he told me I must battle him. And so we engaged in epic battles between Ness and Samus going back and forth. Time elapsed, he was ready to give me his decision... yes. He gave me the special rules of MC, and allowed me to put on my tag. That was the day I felt complete in the realm of smash.
People respected me for being in MC, almost everyone now was on my nuts with my skilled Ness and I felt on top. I added my name to the MC clan on smashwiki and I felt legit. I spent time playing a few mega ffas and team battles with you johnny and nintendude.
Time elapsed.
Time faded.
My name was removed from smashwiki.
Everytime I would see you on the server and I would be ignored.
I began to doubt my still existence in the clan.
Earlier today Zenyore asked why I was wearing the tag. I laughed it off, but engaged in a conversation to see what he was joking about. He began to explain that all the MC members said I was a fake- jaime, nintendude, johnny, and you yourself. I am betrayed, a cynical outcast that never was destined to mean anything.
I never wanted to be a fake, a troll, a jokester with an MC tag. I wanted the reputation as a legit MC top player. I removed the MC tag.
All I now ask is... why Isai... why?
Sincerely,
Parallax
P.S. Tonight is the night I kill myself.
I want you to listen to my story of joining MC.
"Do you think I'll ever make it in MC?" I asked Quickman, as my eyes glistened with hope in the illuminating light. "Of course you will," he replied. His assurance ignited my path. I defeated tons of souls with my newly cheapened and quicker Ness (as taught by Quickman) to gain the reputation I hoped for. I was soon given entrance to PPS. I felt like I reached the top, but something deep inside said, "No Parallax, you are missing your true goal." And that's when I got my first approval for MC: from Asylum.
Asylum and I were already acquaintances so not only did he give me the heads up but guided me onto getting my other approvals. I soon came in contact with Jaime and he gave me the heads up as well. Then came YOU- you gave me an abnormal and chance-based condition to join: you told me that if you completed your foxondk combo I would be approved. And so I waited... seconds became minutes... minutes became hours... and hours became a day of me anxiously awaiting your reply until Asylum said, "he did it." I honestly don't remember how I got approval from Johnny but I know I must have. Then came Nintendude, the last approval. I told him I had gotten approvals for everyone and I needed only his. I thought that this resume of approvals would just make him assume I was ready to join and give me his. But no, he told me I must battle him. And so we engaged in epic battles between Ness and Samus going back and forth. Time elapsed, he was ready to give me his decision... yes. He gave me the special rules of MC, and allowed me to put on my tag. That was the day I felt complete in the realm of smash.
People respected me for being in MC, almost everyone now was on my nuts with my skilled Ness and I felt on top. I added my name to the MC clan on smashwiki and I felt legit. I spent time playing a few mega ffas and team battles with you johnny and nintendude.
Time elapsed.
Time faded.
My name was removed from smashwiki.
Everytime I would see you on the server and I would be ignored.
I began to doubt my still existence in the clan.
Earlier today Zenyore asked why I was wearing the tag. I laughed it off, but engaged in a conversation to see what he was joking about. He began to explain that all the MC members said I was a fake- jaime, nintendude, johnny, and you yourself. I am betrayed, a cynical outcast that never was destined to mean anything.
I never wanted to be a fake, a troll, a jokester with an MC tag. I wanted the reputation as a legit MC top player. I removed the MC tag.
All I now ask is... why Isai... why?
Sincerely,
Parallax
P.S. Tonight is the night I kill myself.